Unlucky Day..

Woke up early in the morning at 7+am, excited and anxious about my 'career' interview at 4pm in the afternoon.. Tried resuming my sleep and wake up early in the afternoon, but to no avail.. Just can't seem to close my eyes again, even though i was actually very tired.. Went walking in town area before my interview, again i saw so many couples in the streets.. Kinda envy them so much till i'm so jealous.. Walked from Ion Orchard to Selegie before taking my time, walking to my destination..

Upon reaching, i saw approximately 60 job applicants packed in the HR office.. Before i was still beaming with confidence, presuming i would definitely get the offer.. Now i just feel so disheartened, my confidence level just sank drastically.. Nevertheless, i still told myself to keep my cool and await my turn for the interview.. Result? I FAILED!! Can't believe it.. I should have expected it.. 60+ applicants for 3 available positions? This is not me..

Met Kenny at Bishan, went for a part time F&B interview at Toa Payoh.. Come on!! All i want is a stable job, which will become my career in the long run.. Why is it so hard? I'm not going to give up just because of the failure today.. I'm going to push myself further and harder, to strive towards my dream future.. I will use my interview today to motivate me in some positive ways, never will i be negative again.. Strolled around Toa Payoh with Kenny before proceeding to Face 2 Face for a heart to heart drink to relieve some tension and relax at night..

Drank Red Rock, doesn't taste that appealing, but still already.. Actually intend to walk home after the drinks, but in the end, i took the last train home.. I'm definitely not drunk, but unexpectedly, i almost got knocked down by a Kia Sportage at a road junction near my place.. Stunned, i stood rooted in the middle of the road for a few seconds, i guess.. Thereafter, i walked slowly home, recalling that i almost lose my life.. So damn unlucky.. Reached home, dropped Kenny a message before bathing, hopefully able to cleanse the 'impurities' in me.. Here i am blogging.. Feeling tired and depressed.. Time for me to end my night..

No Smoking - 14 days and ongoing..