Feelings of total disappointment and devastation swarmed my heart.. I never felt like this before, it's so unbearable.. I know that i'm bad and hot-tempered, but it's the first time when i'm so determined to change for someone.. But it's too late, dear.. You are no longer the Shao'en i knew, i missed the former version of you so much.. Till now, my tears are still dripping when i think of you, which is so often.. Waking up in the morning, searching for jobs, walking along the streets, watching other couples so loving, even during interviews my tears can't be controlled.. 021210<3.. The former you will always be in my heart forever.. May GOD be my witness that i'll never marry another girl beside you, even though i knew that the former you will be gone forever.. Anyway it's a vow i made to myself since the first day we officially got together.. I'm so tired, both mentally and physically drained of energy and life.. Hope that if we happens to meet in our next lives, we can actually start afresh, getting into a relationship followed by a happy marriage and giving me the chance to take good care of you till my last seconds.. I LOVE YOU FOREVER..
No Smoking - 6 days and ongoing..
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